St Silouan the Athonite

I remember I was in the Church of the Holy Sepulcher for the evening, and the spiritual father N. read the Akathist.
Looking at him I thought.
The Hieromonk is fat, he cannot do deep bows.
At the same time I tried to repent and somebody hit me invisibly in the middle. I wanted to shout "help" but out of pain I couldn't ....
So the Lord punished me with His Mercy and instructed me not to judge anyone .......

Saint Silouan of Mt. Athos